Starting over... AGAIN!
There is a quote said : if ur tired of allways loosing, stop giving up! and thats what im trying to tell myself now. If u wanna achive somehting in life, u have to stick to it and fight hard to get there. Sometimes there is hard to be good at everything at the same time, hard to be good in school and at the same time work as much as possible to be able to do what u want, its hard to allways be there for everybody and hard to allways be the perfect girlfriend. its just hard to put all peices together at the same time and the same place. So thats why life is a puzzle, right? its not ment to be easy, its ment for up and downs and to find the right way while u walk on it...
I bought a trainingscard today, where u train in groups and do all kind of different training, today we did step, and i really really enjoyed it! I get my ass will dissagree tomorrow ;) a have a gole until this summer, the get the body i want and know i can have, just if i get my mind to it! and this time i WILL fucking do it!
There is so many people that i miss right now and that i wish could be here with me, and u know who u are. Big love!
Sleep tight.
